Dear all, I'm in the HAPPIEST mood of my life atm...as you may recount on my emotional previous post entitled "tears of memories", I had suffered from depression from that day on until today when I was totally SET FREE from it..PRAISE THE LORD!!!! I didn't expect it to take such a short time to heal but with God, anything is possible and it took Him only 6 DAYS to condense my 2yrs of feelings towards her which ended up in nothing but pain to heal me...this is incredible...I am feeling an uncontrollable sense of joy and happiness atm which was suprisingly picked up by a few brothers and sisters in Christ when I had attended my regular youth group..wow..I was glad that they saw it and hope that they saw God as well through my joyous expressions...this is going to be a memorable time for me in my life because this is a POWERFUL demonstration of how REAL God is in my life and is an experience I can use to share to those who are or maybe going through the same emotions...
I will keep my emotional post about her from last week in my blog JUST SO that ppl can see the contrast and difference that God has made before and after my experience...from nothingness and despair to joy and hope..in terms of my relationship with her, NOTHING will change, I will still treat her as my own sister and I hope she'll still treat me as her big brother and as I posted last time, will endeavour to be there for her in whatever way so that she may achieve happiness in her life..this is my promise to you my dear mei and will do anything in my power to KEEP IT!!!
There won't a "song of the day" for this blog because there are no songs that could do God justice in expressing how uncontrollably happy I am and the grace He's poured out on me atm and so to express how thankful I am to God by using a song would do Him injustice...going to bed now...got a 9am class to teach tomolow morning...grrrr...
Peace Out!!
Al
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